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Writing Experiments: Can I Remove My Anxiety Through These Words?
Is it gone? Where is it?
I cursed myself on writing a title like this. But let’s move on. It’s like what one of my classmates said all those years ago when I commented on his new shiny shoes, ‘Focus on the eyes, not the shoes!’
‘Focus on the story, not the title.’
Although I don’t understand why he had to wear a new pair of shiny shoes and why I had to write a title like this, if we both didn’t care what the eyes get attracted to first!
My goal with this was to see if I can remove my today’s anxiety through writing. The first two paragraphs have done that already!
But bad for me and good for this story, my mention of it has brought it back.
I am starting to love these writing experiments:
These experiments make me feel as if I am doing something special. Even if I don’t manage to create meaning with my words, I at least get to demonstrate what not to do with them.
I thought I conquered my anxiety a few days ago but here I am brooding over it. It shows that it is unconquerable (still). Might as well try to…
