Three Things I Lacked As A Child (And That’s Why Got Bullied and Robbed)

A way to make life a little less disgraceful and more acceptable.

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I am currently in the process of writing an autobiography for my personal use for the following reasons:

1. To understand myself better,
2. To see what those people may have meant whom I keep seeing in my dreams to this day,
3. To understand why certain significant events of my life occurred.

This morning was about when I was in the 9th and 10th grade. I saw myself suffering from three things. These three things form the effects manifested as events/actions in the outer world. Events that should not have happened. Events that are disgraceful for me. Events unacceptable. Things I wouldn’t want to have happened to me or anyone now.

1. Bullying
2. Robbing
3. Social unconsciousness

I suffered from bullying right from the third grade. A classmate spat on me in the middle of the road while coming back from school. My own family members gave me good mental harassment. A couple of big guys from middle school played mental games with me that made me literally shiver to go to school. A couple of school teachers beat the shit out of me. A…