19 hours agoMember-onlyThe anguish of will-less contemplationIt’s 7 am. It’s Sunday. I step out of the back door of my apartment onto the balcony and look at the vast orange hued sky. I know there’s a lake underneath but it’s blocked by the Salvation Army building. The seagulls fly with their ugly screech. I feel anxious…Life3 min readLife3 min read
4 days agoMember-onlyI want to search and find. Not be fed.Struggle against algorithms — There was a guy at the music store. Whenever I went to buy music, he said, ‘You will love this,’ and recommended CDs. I bought into his suggestions but when I went back home and listened, I hated most of it. For example, he suggested Backstreet Boys based on my…Art3 min readArt3 min read
Sep 17Member-onlyI don’t want to knowWhen my bus came, he said, ‘There’s a lot to learn.’ I nodded and stepped into the bus. He went his way. Before that he talked about proteins, fats, carbohydrates, omega-3. He told me about the foods with most protein and the benefits of joining the gym. When I stepped…Knowledge3 min readKnowledge3 min read
Sep 13Member-onlyLearning to flyI walked. People walked. The world stood. I looked at the horizon and saw a glow. It seemed warm. I wanted that warmth inside me. So I ran. Now people ran too. Everything ran: the buildings around me, the cars, the buses, the animals. I loved the run, but I…Life2 min readLife2 min read
Aug 18Member-onlyThey sell me AI to clear my head. I would have preferred cleaner nails.Which is more important — thought substitutes or manual labor replacements? — I work as a stamping associate in a car parts manufacturing factory where I stand for eight hours a day collecting (flipping and arranging) metal parts stamped out of giant presses and passing it over to another associate or carrying and stacking metal loads handed over to me to bins…AI3 min readAI3 min read
Aug 7Member-onlyTranshumanism is humanity’s biggest decision yet. But who decides?For Max More, transhumanism seems to be a beautiful idea because it is about valuing the human (or transhuman) existence in this life rather than in some supernatural “afterlife”. Wait: What is transhumanism? Here is the definition from Humanity Plus’ FAQ: Transhumanism is a way of thinking about the future that is based on…Transhumanism5 min readTranshumanism5 min read
Aug 3Member-onlyBe strongOne of the most important lessons of life — The year was 2010, I was 18. For a few days, I wandered in the streets of Kathmandu from 7 am to 4 pm without money and plan. At home, my parents thought I was at college. But there was no college. I had failed the first semester and the…Life5 min readLife5 min read
Jul 28How Smart is Microsoft Edge’s Feed?Here is an experiment with Nickelback — I can’t recall my chain of thought when I started browsing my internet through Microsoft Edge. I drown in their ‘relevant’ ads and feed. But I am in no mood to shift to the previous browser. …Microsoft Edge4 min readMicrosoft Edge4 min read
Jul 27Member-onlyIt’s 2023: Why do we still read and write?We have better tech. We should have moved on. — I keep scrutinizing the Introduction of the book ‘Does Writing Have a Future?’ published in 1987 by the 20th-century philosopher Vilem Flusser. Flusser speculates that writing, the process of ‘placing letters and other marks one after another,’ may not have a future. He argues that information can be transmitted by…Reading4 min readReading4 min read
Jul 23Member-only15 books on my desk. There are a few gems.Science Fiction, Technology, Journalism, Philosophy, Biography, and Poetry. — It’s 23rd of July, 2023. I have been reading a lot. Or, at least, I have been borrowing a lot of books. Here they are, lying in front of me. All of them for three weeks. …Books5 min readBooks5 min read